I'm just a girl who needs love and attention.

I am 49 years, and I havenjoyed been married for 13 years but now it's a very long distant marriage. ..I am here and she is heaven .I lost her 2 years ago to cancer .Unfortunately we couldn't have children due to her illness. I'm no one important,I'm not a millionaire yet,and not particularly good looking ,but I have a big heart and I care about people .I live alone with my dog peanut .I've been in the military most of my life ,but gave up my career so that I could be close to my wife .